Thanks, bb. Thanks so much for reading, and for the word vomit. :P

You and I both know the show was not interested in exploring Cordelia's feelings, those bastards. They'd much rather be putting her in a doo-rag and making a sandwich. Whatever. That's why we're here - to fill in all those blank spaces and gaps with as much fic as we can stuff fandom with. Because you know they were there. That woman was Connor's maternal figure, she bonded with him, fed and clothed and rocked and held him. How could she not have felt his loss on a personal scale? Not just because he was Angel's son and she loves Angel but because she loved that baby as her own.

*sniff*