Ugh

[samsom]

Last night I kept having multiple dreams of finding my sleeping daughter outside the house, and no matter how many times I brought her in, I kept waking up and finding her outside again, or sleeping next to an open French door with something lurking out there in the dark and the cold.

This morning I woke up with a bad enough sinus headache that I'm staying home. I seriously debated taking the girl to school just because I don't want to let her out of my sight, but common sense has prevailed.

Yeah, dreams like that can go straight back to hell where they belong.

::shudders::

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[samsom.livejournal.com]

I never had nightmares when I was pregnant before. It was after she was born that I started to dream about hands reaching through the walls for her and like last night, finding her outside (with the monsters) instead of inside (safe and warm).

Last time I blamed the post-pregnancy hormone dump, where most women get anxious about whether they could care for their baby, I felt that I wouldn't be able to protect her from anything that might threaten her. I would literally hold her and sit on the couch shaking until Andrew got home at night. Now I guess it's just parenthood in general that scares the bejeesus out of me.

[littleheaven70.livejournal.com]

It's hormones, rest assured. I always have bad dreams when I'm pre-menstrual. And OMG the worst dream I ever had was shortly after Griffin was born, when I dreamed the Devil was coming for me. I literally woke up gasping in terror. And I don't even believe in him.

[ithinkitisayit.livejournal.com]

Am I the only person in this fandom who's never been pregnant? :| And isn't all...um...older?